And I think it happens soon or then it has happened already. I have not any motivations to go school or - at least - study subjects like swedish or mathematics.. Those really piss me off. If I had a punching bag I think hit it all the time.
Anyway, I had been in worse situations so I can handle something like that.. but still.. it annoys me..

And now something else; I am addicted to PS2. O__O And especially Dynasty and Samurai warriors games! And much better; to cheinese movies! How I love them! And now I would like to learn to speak chinese too. I really should find a life.. xD

But when I am going on 20, everything will be better..